Confess to the clouds! so that Life rains on you!

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Copyright Suresh Gundappa 2012

The moment you open up your heart and allow all the secrets that you are hiding behind you to come into the light, you become weightless. Those secrets make you feel burdened. You are always afraid of being caught – those secrets make you afraid. Confession can free you from those burdens, those
fears; and confession also accepts your humbleness, your sincerity, your being a human being.

But confession in itself – confession to the trees, confession to the stars – just talking out yourheart completely, saying everything that you are hiding from the world, will have a tremendous,psychologically healing effect.

But talk to the universe, open your heart without anything held back, and you will feel a tremendous relief, a sense of cleanliness, purity, innocence. So if your questions feel like confessions it is perfectly good; don’t feel guilty about it. Each question is a confession of your ignorance. And any
confession of ignorance is good.

Love

Suresh

On this New year, I wish you Wine and Divine!

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A fable of Love and Life for New year by Suresh. Copyright Suresh 2012

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It’s New Year as usual, Town is beautifully glowing with lights as I take a midnight stroll, and there is something about New Year! People just feel something new is going happen & things are going to be better, old resolutions just for few days find new life.

As I pass the main street, bunch of young drunkards are over excited to wish everyone, On this same street and on similar nights I have been called by my skin color and by four letter words. But not today! Today It seems like world is a nicer place.

At this time of the year!! I love to take midnight walks nearby river bridge. Every New Year, this river and bridge suddenly becomes a Runaway Bride@!…Overflowing!, Giggling with sound, Lit up with light!! And with the noisy songs of the city, it’s fantastic.  I just stand by the bridge to savour the beauty of this town.

Tonight I see my friend Father John on the bridge, still in his pastor uniform under the leather jacket. He sees me and calls me out ” Hey ugly dear one!!, Come over I have two glasses and wine bottle, I have been waiting for a beautiful lady! But looks like my luck isn’t in my  pocket! I have to settle for an ugly guy!” I smile as I know John for over 30 years! He loves to cut jokes at my expense!  I tell him “John, You are ugly and no woman ever liked you!  I heard this from reliable source!”

John looks at me and shouts loudly “my friend! You want wine or not! You can’t bloody insult me and expect me to pour wine, do you?” I tell him “Sorry”

He asks me “Who is your reliable source?” and I let a big grin on my face and tell John” it’s your Mom , John!” and John Laughs hysterically and says  “if you want  to know women, you have to stop talking to my Mom!”

We both laugh our bellies out! As we settle with our wine glass and find a nice little corner on bridge, John fills two glasses of wine!

Before I could pick up my glass and say cheers! John tells me “Slow my friend! Where is your prayer? In fact it’s OK to go to Church and not pray! But drinking Wine and you don’t pray? Oh! You are committing big sin , not the one easily forgiven!

I raise my eyebrows-in question mark and John tells me ” Wine, WINE, Wine, my dear friend, Wine comes from same root as divine‘ and he goes on without waiting for me to respond.

“Wine is the most beautiful discovery of man, he failed to find God in every moment  so he discovered wine! In wine man discovers and uncovers the root he has forgotten, that is Happiness is his core being!! Wine gives him eyes from which world looks beautiful, Infact this universe is always beautiful but you don’t have eyes to see. Wine gives you eyes to see this world beautifully. Wine gives you a song to sing and wine gives you a dance to dance! And my friend that’s how you live in this world! With a dance and a song…”

“……Wine gives you  heart to laugh and stay light,  suddenly you have no other moment important more than now, because you can’t have any other moment when you  are drunk. Drunkards move slowly not because they are drunk, because that’s how you should be in first place, Slow and full of awareness.”

“….My friend, Wine is a reminder to you that Life can be better, Wine is a taste of what divine tastes like!. Infact if you can be drunk with divine! Then you found your life!”

“…Wine is an every moment reminder that you need to find Divine! Be careful my friend!  Please drink both wine and life carefully, take every sip of life with awareness and with prayerfulness. Do not insult wine by drinking wine with out smelling aroma. You can smell it if you know your breathing Just be aware of breathing then you can smell the aroma of Divine and Life everywhere!”

“…..I am still holding my glass while John looks at his glass and tells me one final time before drinking “My friend on this New year, I wish you wine and Divine! May every moment of your life be as new as a sip of this wine! May you smell every moment with your breath, may you get drunkard with Divine rest of your life,, Hic hic hip hip hurray!”

I lift my glass too but slowly and say “Happy New year John! I wish you wine and Divine!”

_ End of the fable

Suresh

Retirement of the mind is meditation.

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Suresh Gundappa 2011

Retirement makes people tired….really fast.

People really do not know what they want to do after retirement! Most of them have plans of travel and other exotic vacation. But after a year or two they start withering away. Spending time becomes single most painful event of life. It’s almost true that people age faster and get sicker after retirement faster than earlier.

Meditation is timeless state of being. Most of them probably never had a taste of Meditation. so they find it very difficult to be still.

Just not doing anything becomes the most difficult part of life. When you are not silent and still, then the next thing you do is to demand attention!. In other words you need someone to talk to, someone to love to and someone to spend time with. that’s why old people become so much demanding on Younger ones!  Suddenly there is a need for attention.  It’s not accidental that Most of the relationships with younger relatives goes for a toss after retirement.  Most of them end up in retirement homes.

Retirement of the mind is meditation. If at all you need to retire anything during August time of your life, then retire your mind. Once you understand the nature of stillness then you can see that retirement is beautiful. Let me tell you another open secret!  Younger ones are mostly tensed ones!  the new generation carry tension of the world. Tension always flows towards relaxation.  that’s why younger generation is so much attracted to adventure, Music, drugs,Gambling, porn…etc, that’s because you need a source for relaxation.

When you retire if you can relax more and retire your mind, then chances are you are attracting more people and more energy from your surroundings. Once you become easy on yourself …you become easy on others.

so when you retire please don’t get tired again!pls

so are you ready to retire your mind?

Love

Suresh

Leave your mind and footwear outside!

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Suresh Gundappa 2011

It’s wonderful is’t it ? the practice of leaving footwear outside prayer places is ancient and meaningful one!  For years East practiced it with wisdom.  For years wise ones felt that you carried your world in your legs!   Contrary to West which starts with head, East felt that feet is the most important part.  Old Mystics believed that we carried our world wherever we go.  It just means that we carried our world of thoughts with us wherever we went. We collected garbage in our head.  Mostly footwear were made of skin and most mystics believed that skin carried thoughts. it’s not accidental that monks in East prefer to wear Footwear made of wood.  East believed that  we collected  thoughts  as much in our feet as much as in our head!

Foot is one of the most important energy points in East, We always touched Gurus feet,  Wise ones believed that  palms and foot are two most important energy transfering points in Body, Blessing was and is always by hand and receiving blessing is always by touching someone’s feet.   Entering world of Prayer and Divine thru feet is oldest device of Mystics.  Infact ancient China believed that foot is the center of Body, In fact they gave to the world art and greatest science of foot Massage. They could heal anything by just working on feet!.  Japanese tea ceremonies never allow footwear inside, In fact Most tea ceremonies are nothing but meditation ceremonies!

Coming back to leaving footwear outside Temples, temples and mosques, Gurudwara’s,  in early days sacred places were always built with special stones and marbles. These stones and marbles are known to keep vibrations.  As soon as your feet touches temple, Mosque  or prayer hall, the first feeling inside you is of Prayer,  if you sit and watch people entering these places invariable everyone closes their eyes at the first touch of feet to temple hall!  isn’t it wonderful!

There is something funny and interesting I want to share here. Watch Young kids, they always want to lie down on temple floor. they try to sleep, hug and roll around the temple floor. Usually parents accompanying them never allow that but children feel tremendous urge to hug earth!  unfortunately grown ups have barred them from doing so!. next time if you take a kid to temple and he likes to roll around a temple or church, please grow up!  kid knows what he or she is doing and they are just hugging the divine calling!

Idea was to give you taste of silence as soon as step into prayer hall. Footwear signifies the world you carry in your head, footwear signifies your ambitions, your desires, your pain, your ecstasy and everything which is your mind. Whenever you get a chance to leave footwear outside a prayer hall, Please do leave your mind also outside. Approach with silence, May be you can get a glimpse of Divine!

Love & Please leave your mind and footwear outside when you read me!

Suresh

You owe me!

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Suresh Gundappa 2010!

 

Even

After

All this time

Sun never says to the earth,

“you owe me”

Look

what happens

with a Love like that,

It lights the

Whole

Sky

 

-poem by Hafiz

 

that’s all you need to find….unconditional love in your life ….then you see how your life is going to be full of light!

 

Love

Suresh

 

 

 

 

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